Better

I am getting better now, since I have my meds. Spencer was very sweet and kind to me by calling and telling me how concerned he was about me not having them. I told TJ what had been said, and so he got my prescription for me last night. The ugly thing he did was call me at work to tell me how much the damn thing cost. I usually get samples, but this time, I got a prescription. Who cares how much it cost? We get his every month and I don't tell him how much they cost, just get them filled and be happy that I have good insurance. That pissed me off, but I vented and now I'm fine.

Saturday is Laurel's BBQ and I'm looking forward to going. When TJ gets home and changes clothes, we'll head out. Sherwood is a long drive for us, but should be worth it.

I spoke with Andrew yesterday briefly. He amazes me. Some times I wonder what I even see in him. He called here at the school because his FA wasn't cancelled when he dropped. It was good to hear his voice, but I'm pushing the rest of him away for the better of me. Only makes sense so far as I can see. Why bother chasing after someone's friendship.

The State Fair is at the end of the month and we are going for sure. I'm looking very forward to going again this year. I asked if Bruce could come with us, and they both had a hissy fit. It's for Family only they tell me. Bruce is family I say. He's not Immediate family they tell me. End of subject.

I'm thinking of going to school again in the evening, but I have to first learn of the cost of this program for me being an employee. It's 4 nights a week from 5 to 9:30. It would take me 2 months to do the practicum, so I wouldn't be finished until March. As tired as I am now, I am wondering if I can do this or not?? I wonder if TJ would give Taty bathes while I'm at school. God knows I don't have time to do it in the morning for sure.