5/19/05
Happy Birthday Lisa! Just wanted to say that right away!
Last night, I was invited to leave home if I didn't like being with him or Tatyana, and of course the damn dog. Lovely isn't it? I didn't find it amusing at all. I let him know about it too. Not that I have any place to go, because I don't unless an emergency comes up, I have made arrangements for that just in case. If I leave, I'm supposed to leave Tatyana there though. That's the deal. I couldn't imagine him taking care of her, being in all the pain, and not even being able to take care of me, or himself in every fashion! He said you bitch about everything and you don't even realize it, I said I guess you are right, I'm not happy. He said so why don't you just leave then, since you are not happy here with us? Mind you, I worked all day and he had it off and I came home to cook dinner, because He got a headache from Tatyana running around like a wild indian. Lucky me! Imagine that!? So, I kept quiet and did my thing, making dinner, cleaning it up. Later he asks if I'm going to ignore him all night, I said no, did you want to talk, go some place, do something? He said nothing. So, we went to bed to watch Lost and had a discussion, almost heated, but I didn't allow the yelling. I find it not necessary when I'm laying right next to him. I asked him if he needed my help in taking care of his manly duties? Probably not the best way to say it, and from his reaction, I guess not. I meant do I need to advise him of my needs, what I want, how I want it, when I want it? I got positive feedback finally, he held my hand for almost 5 minutes (a record for the last 5 years), I've gotten 5 good kisses, he gropped me, and other accessories this morning just enough to get me going good. Nothing like being frustrated, nothing at all like it!
On a good note, we now have tickets to go see WWE on Friday, June 17th and got good seats, thanks to Donna! Woo Hoo! I'm excited about that, the price was outrageous, but it should be well worth it. I wish we could get souveniers, but the tickets alone are over $90.
Last night, I was invited to leave home if I didn't like being with him or Tatyana, and of course the damn dog. Lovely isn't it? I didn't find it amusing at all. I let him know about it too. Not that I have any place to go, because I don't unless an emergency comes up, I have made arrangements for that just in case. If I leave, I'm supposed to leave Tatyana there though. That's the deal. I couldn't imagine him taking care of her, being in all the pain, and not even being able to take care of me, or himself in every fashion! He said you bitch about everything and you don't even realize it, I said I guess you are right, I'm not happy. He said so why don't you just leave then, since you are not happy here with us? Mind you, I worked all day and he had it off and I came home to cook dinner, because He got a headache from Tatyana running around like a wild indian. Lucky me! Imagine that!? So, I kept quiet and did my thing, making dinner, cleaning it up. Later he asks if I'm going to ignore him all night, I said no, did you want to talk, go some place, do something? He said nothing. So, we went to bed to watch Lost and had a discussion, almost heated, but I didn't allow the yelling. I find it not necessary when I'm laying right next to him. I asked him if he needed my help in taking care of his manly duties? Probably not the best way to say it, and from his reaction, I guess not. I meant do I need to advise him of my needs, what I want, how I want it, when I want it? I got positive feedback finally, he held my hand for almost 5 minutes (a record for the last 5 years), I've gotten 5 good kisses, he gropped me, and other accessories this morning just enough to get me going good. Nothing like being frustrated, nothing at all like it!
On a good note, we now have tickets to go see WWE on Friday, June 17th and got good seats, thanks to Donna! Woo Hoo! I'm excited about that, the price was outrageous, but it should be well worth it. I wish we could get souveniers, but the tickets alone are over $90.
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