5/17/05

I woke up with a head ache, and I'm trying to get over it. There seems potential for this evening, so keep your fingers crossed for me. I told him I would not say no when the offer was present, and I will keep my word. Only people who know me will know what I am referring to, so let us hope I have broken the chain of a long, long long time without!

On a new note, I plan to go shopping today. I have extra cash from my allowance and didn't spend it as he Thought I would. I had to prove him wrong, so with that, I'm going to go shopping! I won't get to spend as much as Teresa, but I will have a little fun with it. I need new sandals for summer, when I wear the ones I have been wearing for last summer it makes a crack in my pinky toe and hurts. I don't think that's what I'll spend it on, but I need another blouse to wear with my black velvet skirt that Kelly gave me, so that is one thing I want to get, something not to "formal" that Laurel will ask me if I'm going to a dinner party or something.

I loved Teresa's blog yesterday, it was just the story book romance I want to have that my husband informed me of 16 years ago that those kind of romances don't exist. They are just titled Harloquin Romance and it's just a fairy tale. I tend to differ with him, because Teresa is living proof of this that it is true and can be done, sometimes effortlessly and others require effort. Most good things in life do require effort, constant attention and hard work. But, that makes it worth it all the while. I am looking forward to two 3 day weeknds in a row! Woo Hoo! Sunday is our 16th Wedding Anniversary. I was thinking we could take Tatyana to the zoo or go to Multnomah Falls and walk up to the bridge with the damn dog. They have a nice cafe there, we could sit and eat and relax afterwards too. Just depends on the weather....

Head ache is getting better, but I'm quite tired today. I was informed I'm not my usual self today. Frustration is getting the best of me, but soon I shall get myself under control. Yesterday was quiet, thinking, today I'm tired and thinking. Tomorrow will be a much better day, not that today is bad. I went to Ross today to get some clothes, and all the colors are wrong! I can't wear pink, yellow or peachy colors. I wanted Red, Black or purple. There was a dark blue outfit but it was ugly, and for that price I want cute or even sexy, not ugly. I don't want to wait until next season for clothes, I have money now! If I wait for the right time, the special thing will be there for me. I wanted this one out fit but it's a 3 piece and I'm sure it's hand wash, $30. That would take almost all of my money, so I am waiting for the right one to come along, and it will. I wanted something new and exciting, catchy, flashy, and sexy if I can get away with it. Must be patient and wait....