5/16/05

Smashing good weekend. Loved it! Weather and all considered. Even today is going to be great. Did lots of thinking. It is better than it was, but still in a lot of respects the same. I think I might be getting through to him, but I wouldn't swear to it. He was tired and had a head ache this weekend, so that answers that question. That's ok, it's all good. I have made it known that things need to change, the passion needs to be there, present and known for me. I told him I thought the passion was gone that he has for me, so I got the first kiss in the door on Saturday and Sunday, with tongue I might add. He held my hand yesterday while watching TV, for almost 2 minutes. That's an improvement. I got a lot done this weekend and tonight I have to iron clothes, that I didn't get done this weekend. Ran out of time and energy. I have to cook dinner tonight because he works swing shift, so it's me and Tatyana. I got her room cleaned out though, brought toys to work to give to kids that come here and play. Picked up my mom and brought her home too.