To Cheat or not to Cheat is the question...

So, do I or don't I?? Just a kiss. Is that cheating?? Would you want your spouse or significant other doing that to you? If they weren't taking care of your needs and have been told this, does that validate it?? Good questions I think. Don't know the answer. I'm not a cheater, and I have given my word to someone, but that someone is not holding up their end of the deal. Does that make it ok?

I have someone in mind. Only one someone. He is a real special someone too. Someone I've been interested in for some time. Still I have remained faithful.

My mom is not doing so well. She has an abscess tooth and the infection is ugly in her mouth. She has antibiotics now, thank goodness. Melanie's mom is not doing well either and so she is leaving I believe. She is in the hospital. My mom isn't that bad off thank goodness, not yet anyway.

With weather expected to be 105 on Saturday and Sunday TJ and I discussed going to a motel with a pool for those two days. 100 on Friday they say. That is awful enough. My fan died last night and it was my dad's. TJ and Taty got me a new one today at Fred Meyer's. I thought that was special of them. TJ is BBQing tonight Chicken breasts and steaks with potato salad (no he isn't BBQing the potato salad!) and maybe some chips too. I'm not sure exactly what our plans are for the weekend. I want to walk again. Walked 3 times around Glendoveer last Saturday for 6 whole miles accomplished. Didn't hurt a bit, but my feet were sore towards the end. So, I'm thinking of doing that again. Saturday we might not have to work even though if we did, Melanie should be pulling it but not me, but if her mom is sick, then I will have to again.

I sure am missing Christina. It's been over a month now since I've last spoken to her. Her phone doesn't work and Genny doesn't tell me anything. I don't have any way of contacting her or Heather. I just want to know she is alright with the baby and her and her husband.