The School Thing

No, I can't do it right now. It isn't working for me at all. I have not yet once done my home work on the weekend. I don't have time to. Tatyana has made miraculous changes since I've not been going and so has TJ for that matter. We have all had two awesome weeks even despite me being sick. I can go to school any time, but I can't not pay attention to my 6 year old who tells my mom that she misses her mommy. She doesn't understand. I leave at 6:00 in the morning and return home at 10:30 at night. I don't see her for 4 days. Friday I am so burnt all I want to do is sleep when I get home. I still like to do my thing on the weekend which some times includes her and then again, some times it doesn't. My mom is even on my shit about it, because she feels that my responsibilities are with my family and my child. I agree to an extent but it just isn't the right time now. I feel bad because I've started something I can't finish. However, I will be able to do this later. Worse than that, I was getting it! It's a hard course and I was getting it! I could code and was getting the concept! She means more to me than class. It isn't going any where. I need to be there for Tatyana right now. I like having my life back. I feel relieved. Thanks for the vote of confidence Jen, I appreciate it!