Another Glorious Day...
Actually, no Melissa, he isn't but it sure seemed that way at first. I hate to find myself coming to his aid or defense again, but I guess I just do that. I think that together, we were just having a moment. Sometimes, Maybe I'm the only one who feels this way, but I can feel things heating up before they actually do. I shouldn't do that, because then I set myself up to fulfill these thoughts of confrontation. I must change this, and obviouslyI know about it, so it should be easy to change...one would think?!
On a different note, I have been reading this book, and enpowerment book, and it is enpowering me. I am learning to change my inner self, and I will hopefully change this with my partner in life as well. Not all things mind you, but some things. We have an evening planned alone on Friday night, which is tomorrow and I plan to utilize it. I want to sit and talk about us. We have some goals coming up that I want to discuss. I asked him last night what his thoughts were about spending a night alone with me, in other words, not having Tatyana right there with us. He was explaining to me his views on this. I understand where he has come up with these thoughts, but I plan to change his mind. I have created this, and I will change this too. He wasn't looking forward spending this quality time alone with me, but I talked about it with him, and he is now. I am looking forward to it. Tatyana is spending the night at her boyfriend's house, and then on Saturday morning, we will have breakfast without the little one. I plan to go back to the house and clean out her room. Hopefully the Damn Dog will be out of heat, and so I also plan to take her for a walk around the neighborhood regardless of her situation. I'm looking forward to the break and some time to myself and spent with my husband. It's over due and I plan to utilize it to the best of my ability. I also need to call Lisa this weekend, without distraction from the little one.
Yesterday was picture day, so I plan to have Christina help me post the pictures of us. Kind of makes me sad, since the last ones were for my Dad, who will not be able to enjoy this time around. That's ok, from his view up above he probably sees more than I care to!
Got to take Tatyana to school yesterday and pick her up, she was quite excited about that, because Mom doesn't usually get to do that at all. I spoke to Lynn who will be escorting Tatyana to class each day of class once mom has her surgery. Sherry watches the twins and just doesn't have enough arms around to take them out of the car seat and escort Taty to class. Lynn is totally down with it and that really helps a lot.
I really love this book I am reading, second part to Unlimited Power, it's Release the Giant Within. Learned a lot, and the good thing is that I own this book! I will be reading this one again and again until I can get it down! That is my goal!
On a different note, I have been reading this book, and enpowerment book, and it is enpowering me. I am learning to change my inner self, and I will hopefully change this with my partner in life as well. Not all things mind you, but some things. We have an evening planned alone on Friday night, which is tomorrow and I plan to utilize it. I want to sit and talk about us. We have some goals coming up that I want to discuss. I asked him last night what his thoughts were about spending a night alone with me, in other words, not having Tatyana right there with us. He was explaining to me his views on this. I understand where he has come up with these thoughts, but I plan to change his mind. I have created this, and I will change this too. He wasn't looking forward spending this quality time alone with me, but I talked about it with him, and he is now. I am looking forward to it. Tatyana is spending the night at her boyfriend's house, and then on Saturday morning, we will have breakfast without the little one. I plan to go back to the house and clean out her room. Hopefully the Damn Dog will be out of heat, and so I also plan to take her for a walk around the neighborhood regardless of her situation. I'm looking forward to the break and some time to myself and spent with my husband. It's over due and I plan to utilize it to the best of my ability. I also need to call Lisa this weekend, without distraction from the little one.
Yesterday was picture day, so I plan to have Christina help me post the pictures of us. Kind of makes me sad, since the last ones were for my Dad, who will not be able to enjoy this time around. That's ok, from his view up above he probably sees more than I care to!
Got to take Tatyana to school yesterday and pick her up, she was quite excited about that, because Mom doesn't usually get to do that at all. I spoke to Lynn who will be escorting Tatyana to class each day of class once mom has her surgery. Sherry watches the twins and just doesn't have enough arms around to take them out of the car seat and escort Taty to class. Lynn is totally down with it and that really helps a lot.
I really love this book I am reading, second part to Unlimited Power, it's Release the Giant Within. Learned a lot, and the good thing is that I own this book! I will be reading this one again and again until I can get it down! That is my goal!
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