Here it is...

Well, first entry and it's mine! How cool is that?! Well, what a hell of a day. It all was set in stone before 7:30 this morning! Even though life is throwing things my way, I refuse to be upset by them. It is still a wonderful day, even though it's raining outside and my ass is a bit larger than it was when I woke up this morning. My husband vomited ugly words all over me screaming in my ear on the max before I even departed to my stop. Then, minutes later calls me up to tell me that Def Leppard has changed their tour date to June 1st as if nothing had been said! I'm amazed at how good he felt after threatening me again that if he left, Tatyana would go with him, and they just maybe they would be there after I was finished doing what ever I wanted to. Then, I get to work to have that "day" start today and messy it was. That was ever so much fun to clean up! And it has only gotten better from there! I can hardly wait to see what tonight will bring, I'm sure nothing, unless I provoke it. I don't feel like it, so maybe there is hope for the future, immediate future. I was bad, and I admit it, but have not apologized for it yet. I'm not so sure I will. I have not decided yet whether I will or not, since the "threat" has reappeared again. I wonder what it would be like being single. Then, again, I can't imagine life without them, so I guess I won't know....