Today

Auntie is still the same. Mom said it is just pitiful to look at her. She has tubes running all over her. She is not aware of anything going on. It is very sad.

I have Friday night all to myself. I told TJ I was going to go out. He had a hissy fit. Married women do not do that, I am to only go out with him. So, I told him that I would go out with him some time. He works swing shift on Friday night. Like I ever or have ever gone out by myself to a bar since I've been with him. I don't know what he is thinking but it's wrong. It wouldn't matter anyway. I'm not his child, I'm his wife. He said that didn't matter. I don't belong in a bar without him, it's not the place for a married woman he says. I called my cousin Bruce to see if he wanted to go out and have a drink together. He has already insinuated things between him and I and I was very repulsed by his insinuations. I told Bruce about it too, and he was as grossed out and irritated by it as I was. I don't know why he is so insecure all of a sudden. Probably because he isn't taking care of his hubandly duties which isn't my fault. His choice, it has nothing to do with medications as he blames it on.

I will be glad when it is Friday. Melanie doesn't work tomorrow so it's only me by myself. Laurel isn't planning on being here until later either. That will suck.