It changed!~
The ham on Jen's blog changed from spiral ham to embroidery. Your Jesus cross stitch is beautiful and it will be when you are finished. And I agree after 12 years, that would be a tad bit old, and moreover, where to put it?
My face is still dry, and it is still breaking out but a lot less than it was all at once. I can't or shouldn't take the diet pills, but if I feel brave, I might just try 2 a day and see what happens, or not. It's either the Febreeze I sprayed on the sheets or those diet pills. I'm still mildly itching but I think I will live. I still don't think it is pretty but luckily no one said anything. Mainly, people are focused on my hair. That is a good thing if I felt like the whole package. I already don't like my skin to begin with, except when it comes time for summer, I do tan rather well. That usually helps dry out my face, but it makes me wonder why I even bitched about it before. Maybe there is a point behind all this? They gave me some medicine to take once a day, and I've been using Vitamin A&D on it after I wash my face and that seemed to heal it a bit more and help the drying out thing. This morning I noticed dryness between my fingers on the web part. It's happening all over I just am not paying that close of attention I guess. Maybe the idea is to not take the diet pills, but eat sensibly, drink lots of water and keep exercising? We did change shampoo, which was another thought. I got a different kind of soap for Tatyana, and she had an allergic reaction to it, broke out in a rash all over. After last night going riding on her bike, I gave her a bath and noticed on her bum and right between her legs on her thighs she had a rash again. So, I put the A&D on it, that seems to have helped.
My meds they aren't going to change. I often wonder if it's just me that needs to change? I'm irritated and frustrated with TJ and I am the only one who can change that. He isn't going to change, so that leaves me. That is frustrating. It's almost depressing. He is continually telling me I have attitude with him, and I guess I do, because I'm not happy with him. No pill is going to change that. It sucks to be with someone and be lonely. I have more than most. But what is missing is big enough that it bothers me. The more he pushes me away not knowing, the more I pull away. Soon enough there won't be much left I'm afraid. I don't know how else to tell him. He some how doesn't seem to get it. Maybe I expect too much.
Today Melanie is out, joy! Jeremy won't be in. Karen and Shannon are out too.
My face is still dry, and it is still breaking out but a lot less than it was all at once. I can't or shouldn't take the diet pills, but if I feel brave, I might just try 2 a day and see what happens, or not. It's either the Febreeze I sprayed on the sheets or those diet pills. I'm still mildly itching but I think I will live. I still don't think it is pretty but luckily no one said anything. Mainly, people are focused on my hair. That is a good thing if I felt like the whole package. I already don't like my skin to begin with, except when it comes time for summer, I do tan rather well. That usually helps dry out my face, but it makes me wonder why I even bitched about it before. Maybe there is a point behind all this? They gave me some medicine to take once a day, and I've been using Vitamin A&D on it after I wash my face and that seemed to heal it a bit more and help the drying out thing. This morning I noticed dryness between my fingers on the web part. It's happening all over I just am not paying that close of attention I guess. Maybe the idea is to not take the diet pills, but eat sensibly, drink lots of water and keep exercising? We did change shampoo, which was another thought. I got a different kind of soap for Tatyana, and she had an allergic reaction to it, broke out in a rash all over. After last night going riding on her bike, I gave her a bath and noticed on her bum and right between her legs on her thighs she had a rash again. So, I put the A&D on it, that seems to have helped.
My meds they aren't going to change. I often wonder if it's just me that needs to change? I'm irritated and frustrated with TJ and I am the only one who can change that. He isn't going to change, so that leaves me. That is frustrating. It's almost depressing. He is continually telling me I have attitude with him, and I guess I do, because I'm not happy with him. No pill is going to change that. It sucks to be with someone and be lonely. I have more than most. But what is missing is big enough that it bothers me. The more he pushes me away not knowing, the more I pull away. Soon enough there won't be much left I'm afraid. I don't know how else to tell him. He some how doesn't seem to get it. Maybe I expect too much.
Today Melanie is out, joy! Jeremy won't be in. Karen and Shannon are out too.
posted by Tanya @ 8:34 AM
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